Sunday, September 19, 2010

Joshua Douglas

The story of Joshua Douglas starts back about a year ago. It is a story of how God hears us even when we don't speak our thoughts, prayers and disappointments directly to Him. It's a story about a God who knows what we need even in a circumstance where our hearts are closed. A God who cares enough to intervene and provide joy, happiness and second chances.

Mike and I were so blessed to be a part of the birth of two wonderful babies, to two very special families, a little over 12 months ago. We had a great time celebrating the new life of Berlyn and Judah, with our friends at the hospital, very shortly after they were born. It was fun, happy and joyous! They were born 2 days apart, in the same hospital. How special is that! But that night, after leaving the hospital, I felt my heart break. I really had no understanding why. My closest friends had just received the most special gift and I was overjoyed, I thought. I was able to confide in Mike that I thought what was happening was that I was morning the loss of something we had not experienced with the girls' births. I felt selfish and confused at my emotions. These thoughts had been long dealt with, so I thought. After Nicole and Rachel were born, the fuss and scariness of their births was stressful. They were taken away right after being born and sent to the ICU. With Morgan, I was so pumped up with drugs to lower my blood pressure, I was too sick and weak to really even remember her birth or holding her. I realized that night after Berlyn and Judah were born that I longed for a birth experience uncomplicated and joyous, with the ability to show off my baby to those I loved most. It was, what I thought, a selfish desire in a world of much more complicated things to fuss over.

Now even after I realized what all this crazy emotion was about, never once did I say, "Ok let's try this again and see if God won't bless us with this type of experience". No I was very closed and down right opposed to another pregnancy. But as we all know, God knew best. And this is the beginning of Joshua's story.

I love the Lord, for he heard my voice; he heard my cry for mercy.
Psalm 116:1

Joshua Douglas Nugent was born Sept. 15, 2010 12:26pm
A birth that was calm, comfortable and joyous.
Preceded by the best pregnancy I have had.
Psalm 116:2 Because he turned his ear to me, I will call on him as long as I live.

Weighing 5lbs, 15ozs. The biggest baby delivered!
Psalm 116:5 The Lord is gracious and righteous; our God is full of compassion.


Psalm 116:7 Be at rest once more, O my soul, for the Lord has been good to you.



Psalm 116:12 How can I repay the Lord for all his goodness to me?



The girls' were so overjoyed to finally meet their little brother. It caught me off guard and my heart swelled with love and joy and happiness to see them meet him for the first time.

I loved being able to hold Joshua from the second after his birth until we went home without fear of something else going wrong and him being swept away at any time.

Joshua went home about 30 hours after he was born. Whew, a Nugent record for sure! And he even sorta fit in his car seat HA HA HA!










Psalm 116:16 O Lord, truly I am your servant; I am your servant, the son of your maidservant [fn]; you have freed me from my chains.

Psa 116:17 I will sacrifice a thank offering to you and call on the name of the Lord.

Thank you Lord God. May Joshua's story bring Glory to you!

11 comments:

Aron and Erica said...

Kel -
Tears...I LOVE hearing your heart. I LOVE the way God has revealed His heart toward you in the journey of the last year. Breathtakingly beautiful! Indeed, he hears our inmost thoughts & sees our desires. And not only is he the God that sees...he acts on our behalf. Oh, that we would trust Him more. Little Joshua is a miracle in many ways. I looked up the meaning of his name - "God is salvation", "God rescues", "Our God is Generous". In the words of Beth Moore, "GLORY!".

My heart is overwhelmed at His goodness. I love you crazy Nugents! All four girls & their 2 princes!

Anonymous said...

I am over hear crying my eyes out. Such a beautiful honest story of your heart, of God's goodness, His provision, His mercy and tenderness, His utmost care for us and our deepest longings, our simplest desires, our heartbreaks and struggles. He is a God who sees us, hears us, knows us and LOVES us.

Looking at the photos of Joshua and the rest of your family...it's like he was always meant to be...that even when it looked like your story was complete, it wasn't. God continued writing and perfecting it. Makes me wonder how often we "shut the book" on things in our lives that the Lord is longing to continue, finish and provide...things that were meant to bring us healing and joy and to ultimately glorify Him, (that we sometimes don't give Him a chance to do). But that's exactly what He has done through Joshua Douglas...and it is such a beautiful glorious thing! These photos ooze joy. What a Creator, an all-wise, all-knowing Father we have. Makes my heart cry out "Lord, have Your way with me!"

This was my favorite post you have ever written. Kelly, your heart is beautiful. I learn so much from you. Thank you. I'm blessed to call you friend.

beckyjomama said...

LOVE the story - God is sooo beautiful! And I cannot WAIT to hold that sweet boy!

Love you all!

Kurt and Kristine said...

Kelly, I am so glad to hear everything with Joshua went so well. I would always ask my mom for updates on you! I remember all the scariness of the girls' births and was hoping that this one would be different. You and Mike are amazing parents and amazing examples to me and I am so glad God has blessed you with 4 beautiful children :)

Kelli said...

Joshua has a beautiful story to tell. I look forward to seeing his story unfold.

Denise said...

What a beautiful story of Joshua's birth! The Timm's can't wait to meet Joshua! He is such a cutie!

Mama Jo said...

B-E-A-U-T-I-F-U-L post!
B-E-A-U-T-I-F-U-L family!

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